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Post by JayKaze on Nov 26, 2006 1:39:16 GMT
Raiden watched as suddenly Fuuri rushed off into the bathroom shutting the door. Al lhe could hear were sounds of throwing up. Time froze for the few secs as Raiden stood there. The she walked back out and placed her head on his chest. Rai was speechless from fright, this was worse than anything fear because he thought that Fuuri was seriously sick.
Fuuri's words were comforting to him, but many questions were left in his head. He walked over to the bed and sat down as well. He looked up at the ceiling for awhile and then rested his head on a pillow. "F-Fuuri...." he said in a low voice. He turned and looked at her laying down next to him. 'I wish I could feel what you feel...' he said looking at her. After a few minutes his eyes closed as he layed there.
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Fuuri Ayuki
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Nov 26, 2006 2:12:37 GMT
Fuuri heard Raiden say her name in a very low voice, she could hear his concern in his voice. After a while, Fuuri managed to fall asleep. Sleep was the only thing that got her mind off of what was bothering her. Later that evening, Fuuri awakened again and saw Raiden was laying next to her. She wasn't sure if he was sleep or not but She sat up in bed quietly just in case.
She leaned down and kissed his cheek as gentley as she could and smiled sweetly before she got out of bed. Slowly and carefully. Fuuri went and picked up her umbrella and took the room key before she left the Inn. Hopefully Raiden wouldn't notice she was gone until she got into the hospital.
Sure, what she was doing was risky but she needed to know what was wrong with her body. Fuuri was luckily helped by a few people around Luca so she found the small hospital in no time. When she got there, she was able to get examined quicker than she thought. A nurse had Fuuri lay on the examination table while she used the ultrasound machine to see what was wrong with her stomach. From what Fuuri told her, She assumed what the problem might be.
The nurse smiled wide when she saw moving image on the screen. Fuuri layed there having a panic attack. "What is it nurse? Do I have an illness?" Fuuri asked afraid. The nurse turned the screen towards Fuuri and Fuuri's eyes widened in shock. "Nothing's wrong. You're PREGNANT miss Ayumi. Congratulations." Said the nurse. Fuuri almost felt her heart stop. 'A BABY!? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!' Fuuri was scared, she had no idea if she could deal with this right now. She didn't know how she was supposed to feel.
Raiden had no doubt given her a precious gift, but now wasn't the time to have a baby. Fuuri & Raiden were on the run. It was too late for an abortion, so she had no choice. Not that she'd kill a child that Raiden gave her out of love, but this was a bad time for a child to be brought into the world. Fuuri left the hospital after she got the news. She walked as slow as she could back to the Inn. So she could really think.
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Post by JayKaze on Nov 27, 2006 2:36:20 GMT
An hour passed by as Raiden laid there asleep on the bed. Bad dreams and nightmares of all sorts ran through his mind over and over. It was pure torture as he laid there tossing and turning repeatly. He suddenly woke up sitting in bed. He was sweating some he noticed as he scratched his chest. His tattoo was pulsating as well. It was so dark in the room that when Raiden looked over to see if Fuuri was sleeping he couldn't see. He stood up and stretched and walked into the bathroom.
He walked out a few minutes later and slipped on his shoes and walked outside the Inn. It was still late at night, probably 12:00A.M. or so... Anyways Raiden walked down a pathway and looked up at the stars. "What am I going to do if she's gone?" he said to himself.
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 3, 2006 0:00:44 GMT
Fuuri made it back to the Inn and saw Raiden waiting outside. She thought she'd faint just seeing his face right now. In her mind, that conversation was going something like this: 'Hi love, nice night huh? Oh by the way...I'M PREGO!' Fuuri never thought something like this would happen. It was outrageous. Fuuri didn't know what to do. She had no choice but to tell Raiden but she didn't know how.
She slowly walked up to him, and stared at his chest for a moment before she looked up at him. "....I hope you weren't worried too much. I just went for a walk..." Fuuri said leaning against Raiden's chest and closing her eyes. She was thinking really hard about how she would tell him. She thought even harder about how Raiden would react.
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 3, 2006 1:13:56 GMT
Raiden stood around outside for alittle while longer. The sky was still lit with stars as he stood there. He leaned on the wall of the Inn and sighed. After awhile he noticed Fuuri walking back to the Inn. 'Hm? Fuuri? I thought she was still in bed....' he said to himself. Of course Raiden wasn't really sure at all if she was really still in bed, he just guessed.
It was strange though, how come Fuuri was out here so late? Why was she gone? How come she didn't tell him? These thoughts ran through Raiden's mind. These kind of thoughts worried him. Her being out there all alone, with out him there to protect her. Raiden wished thoughts like that were unimaginable.
A frown came over Raiden's face as she approached him. "I-I was worried about you too....I want you to be careful though, even walks are dangerous...." he said frowning. She rest on his chest and Raiden's frown turned into a warm smiled upon Fuuri. There was no way he could ever keep a stern face at her. She was too pretty to be dissapointed with. Raiden wrapped his arms around Fuuri keeping her in his warm embrace.
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 3, 2006 1:39:07 GMT
Fuuri smiled slightly, happy that Raiden wasn't upset with her for leaving un-announced. "I promise I'll tell you when I leave next time. That was the first and last time..." Fuuri said sincere. Opened her eyes and looked up at him with a smile. "We should go back inside. I saw a Yevonite on my way back. It was just that one, but we should be careful." Fuuri said trying get back into the Inn so she could rest. She really needed to sleep on the information she'd gotten today.
Her main concern was what Raiden was going to say or do. He might be happy, but she wasn't sure. All this time they were together, Fuuri wondered why he never told her he had other things to do. What was Raiden doing in Macalania woods that day? Did Raiden have other missions to take care of that she didn't know about? She hoped she wasn't taking away time from his life. She knows she can't butt into other people's lives without asking if there was something they needed to do.
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 3, 2006 2:02:57 GMT
OCC: Sorry if its short...
Raiden smiled and let go of Fuuri, but still held her hand in his. 'As long as she's okay, I'm fine....' He lead Fuuri to their room where he opened the door and walked inside. It was still dark out, and even Raiden was still tired. He scratched his head and then looked back at Fuuri. "You look alittle tired...*yawns* I'm tired myself... Maybe some sleep will do us some good," he said as he sat down on the bed.
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 3, 2006 2:24:50 GMT
Fuuri sighed lightly, relieved she could finally go rest with her love. Once they got back into the room of the Inn, Raiden sat on the bed and Fuuri took her sandals off by the door. Once she sat her umbrella down, she walked over to the other side of the bed and layed down. She faced Raiden but could only see his bare back. It seemed his tattoo went from his back to around his torso and up his chest.
Fuuri lay there in silence for a minute before she smiled softly and reached up to touch Raiden's back. She loved to touch his skin, it was soft and felt good against hers.
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 3, 2006 2:35:36 GMT
Raiden watched as Fuuri took of her sandals and laid down in bed adjacent to the side he was sitting on himself. He leaned over resting his elbow on his knees. He let out a sigh, and scratched his chest. These few days Raiden felt restless even with Fuuri. Something was troubling him ever since he fell in love with Fuuri. Sure he had told her about his past, but he was open about everything that has been going through his life. She was so open to him about her past, but Raiden couldn't do the same...especially when his past is linked with the dirty business of Yevon.
He thought Fuuri had gone to sleep, but that wasn't the case. He suddenly felt her soft hand on his back. It sent a warm tingle up his spine when she did that. Fuuri just had the warm inviting kind of feeling around her, and it seemed to follow out through her finger tips as well. Raiden turned to see that Fuuri had scooted closed to him. He turned and smiled slightly at Fuuri, and took her hand in his own hands sqeezing them gently. 'She's so warm....' he said as his slight smiled turned into a full smile.
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 3, 2006 3:07:47 GMT
Fuuri felt a warming sensation flow over her petite frame. Raiden was her happiness, she could never see herself with another man. She was certain there was no one else who could love her as he did. Staring into his beautiful red eyes, they seemed to glow in the dark room. "...I love you so much Raiden..." It was all she could say. Fuuri wanted to describe how she felt, but she couldn't find the words for how much she loved him.
Should she decide to tell him what happened at the hospital, she hoped things wouldn't change. "...I, went to the hospital earlier. The nurse said everything was fine..." Fuuri said only telling him a little bit. She couldn't tell him he was a father. She wasn't sure if she was ready to tell him that.
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 3, 2006 21:34:22 GMT
‘...I…went to the hospital earlier. The nurse said everything was fine...’ Raiden mind was open to the questions of Fuuri’s health being alright. At best Raiden was going to try and convince her to stop chasing after Yevon for awhile. But that wasn’t something Raiden wanted to do or say to Fuuri. He didn’t want to hinder Fuuri from chasing after her family. All he wanted was what was best for Fuuri.
Raiden looked up at the ceiling for a few seconds and then back at Fuuri. “Oh? So you went to the hospital? I’m glad to know you’re alright. I…was worried….” he said looking down. “I wish I could’ve gone with you,” he said looking back at Fuuri again. It was strange though, it seemed that there was more to the visit to the hospital Fuuri had told him....
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 7, 2006 18:51:09 GMT
The suspense was killing her, she had to do something or she was going to burst. Fuuri didn't want to keep such a big secret from him so she'd have to tell him now before it was too late. Why wait? It would only make things more difficult for Fuuri. She slowly sat up in the bed, her back facing Raiden. She couldn't look at him while she told him. Fuuri fumbled with her fingers for a moment before she finally spoke.
"...Raiden, I have something I need to tell you..." Fuuri said hesitantly. She took her hair sticks out of her hair and set them next to her, her hair slowly fell down her back. It was still in a big braid. It had grown longer since she's been pregnant, all of the natural hormones were making her body healthier plus enhancing all of her senses. Fuuri wished she knew what was going to come out of Raiden's mouth.
"...I'm....Pregnant....That's why I've been so sick..." Fuuri almost said in one whole jumble. Her worst fear was that Raiden would become greatly over-protective and not allow her to continue searching for her family. In her delicate condition it was to be expected. Fuuri waited nervously for his response.
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 9, 2006 2:26:23 GMT
Raiden was also facing away from Fuuri. He waited has she addressed him that there was something she needed to tell him. It felt like there was a barrier, put up between the two of them. It felt awkward feeling like he was no longer connected with Fuuri…like he was missing half of himself. This feeling came from the fact that there was something more to what Fuuri had told him.
‘...I'm....Pregnant....That's why I've been so sick...’
Well…it had seemed he had finally found out what was a miss. His ruby eyes widened as he was back to back of Fuuri. He started to shake a little as he sat there.
‘Pregnant…. Pregnant…. Pregnant…. Pregnant…. Pregnant….’
Those words where echoing in Raiden’s mind over and over again…. ‘Pregnant…of all the things…she was pregnant…why…why…now…of all the times it had to be now…’ he thought to himself. Taking care of a little blessing born amist the passionate sharing of love the two of them shared together was going to be brought up into a world of chaos.
That thought of their baby living in a world where it’s on the run with Fuuri and Raiden was unbearable. His heart started pumping faster at the thought. He felt like he was going to die on the inside… Raiden didn’t want anything like that to happen…he wanted things to be peaceful when their baby came into play. ‘What am I going to do?’ he said to himself. He buried his head into his hands covering his face.
Amist all the turmoil he was feeling, he finally realizes it himself… Fuuri and him…together…gave shape to new life. A warm feeling came over him when he noticed that. The pure intense love that was flared between them had a good outcome. This feeling made him fall even deeper in love with Fuuri. His beautiful, compassionate, mate….he loved her so much…nothing could describe the boundless feeling of love he felt for Fuuri. Although…he was still rattled by Fuuri’s statement, he tried uttering some words to her. “F-Fuuri….” he in a gentle voice tone.
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Post by Fuuri Ayuki on Dec 9, 2006 5:42:41 GMT
There was a long silence between them for a while, this made Fuuri even more nervous. Not looking him in the eyes made her feel worse. But Fuuri didn't know how else to tell him without rushing off in fear of what would happen. She was happy of course to be naturing Raiden's baby inside of her, but now was one of the worse times for this to be happening. Their lives were already in danger, now the baby wasn't safe either.
Finally after a long period of silence, Fuuri stood up and turned around to look at Raiden. His face was in his hands showing frustration. Her big brown eyes that usually show happiness and joy seemed light-less now. Maybe she shouldn't have told him right away. Fuuri could feel the uneasy vibes, she could tell something wasn't making Raiden happy about the news. She just didn't know what.
Fuuri wrapped her arms around herself and started to feel upset. Seeing Raiden look so stressed because of what she told him made her feel sad. Raiden suddenly took his face from his hands and spoke her name in a gentle tone. She wasn't sure what that meant but, it didn't sound good to her. "...Are you, angry with me? Or, Maybe you're upset that I'm pregnant...." Fuuri said in a low voice. A silent tear dropped onto her arm. She didn't want Raiden to be mad at her. There was nothing she could do about her being pregnant. It is what it is.
Things would be different now. Running from the Yevonites will be even harder, and Fuuri really had to decide if she would leave Spira for her family now. Because now she has a family and a life with Raiden. How could she choose between them?
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Post by JayKaze on Dec 10, 2006 18:19:06 GMT
Raiden continued to think positive on a basis, but bad thoughts mixed with the good. What if Raiden slips up? Just what if? What if she where to be killed along with the baby she’s carrying!? Then not just one life…but two lives would slip through Raiden’s fingers. Raiden started to squeeze his face at the thought as if he was trying to squeeze the life out of it. These kinds of thoughts were excruciating. Raiden hated thinking this way, only thinking this way would make matters worse.
"...Are you, angry with me? Or, maybe you're upset that I'm pregnant...."
Raiden heard Fuuri’s words come from behind him. Raiden didn’t turn around or anything, but could feel it in the air. An air of sadness had come over the room, and it felt like it was coming from Fuuri… Raiden turned around to face Fuuri. She was standing so all he could see was her belly. He looked up at look at Fuuri face, only to see tears and complete sadness. A sad expression came over Raiden face as well. Anyone could see it in his eyes. He was having remorse for reacting to Fuuri statement of pregnancy in a wrong fashion. He felt like he had hurt the feelings of the woman he loved.
Raiden looked into Fuuri’s eyes for a few minutes and then looked down towards her belly again. Without a word he simply put his hands on her waist pulling her in towards him. He placed his face on he stomach staying like that for a minute and then turned his head to the side so that the side of his face was to her stomach. He kept Fuuri close to him as he said, “Fuuri, I’m so proud, so proud to share a new life with you. I could never be mad at you. I could only love from the bottom of my heart and soul.”
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